0 Lesson One : Act One : Change

There's not much to talk about when we talk about something like this.

When I was writing about High School of the Dead on my previous post, I did mention about (mistakenly written, it should be lessons not "a lesson") lessons that actually inside the anime. Ok, yeah I know, some people might think, cartoons, anime are childish. (especially girls, they tend to think that guy that watch cartoons and anime are childish).

Now let me first point out the lesson from the anime. When you watch the anime, you could see sacrifice, you could see love, you could see passion, you could see eager for power, you could see almost everything.

It's not just about a story, it's about lessons it brought along. They team up in order to survive, the lesson here, united we stand. The lesson here as well, you could say that, when you are actually separated with your family members, nowhere to go, there are still people to be with, people who will act as your family at this moment of your life.

The main thing I would like to point out is by the end of Act 5 from the anime, Takashi did mention about, "we found out we no longer avoiding, instead we fight". And he added, "In just one day, we have changed so much".

I have to say, it's one of the best quote I've ever read. You see, people do change. People change in life the way the feel they suits in. The question is, what induce the changes? And what kind of changes you made?

For Takashi and his friends, the change was meant for their life. The change, he change, to endure the stress from the walking dead. He change to become a man, brave at his young age.

It is a kind of change that should be look into. It's not something that turned your life upside down, it's not something that you actually think can solve everything in this world.

Problems are not meant to be solved. There will always be problems, arise one by one, which only time could tell. Problems are meant to be endure, and how you can endure it. You didn't solve the problem when you think you have solve it, you actually endure the problem and walk pass it, as a warrior who won from tough battle.

Learn from every sight, and you will see it bright.

p.s.: Anime could be good, huh?

0 High School of the Dead!

High School of the Dead!!

Pernah tak terfikir... sekolah korang, matriks korang, uni korang, secara tiba-tiba didatangi seseorang yang tak dikenali. Dia tak buat apa-apa, cuma mengetuk-ngetuk pintu pagar utama, nak masuk. Muka dia pucat... mata dia kemerh-merahan seperti nak tersembul keluar...

Pastu cikgu/lecturer/pak guard anda datang nak halau dia, ataupun paling kurang, nak tanya kenapa. Dia secara tiba-tiba menggigit anggota badan cikgu/lecturer/pak guard tempat anda.

Cikgu/lecturer/pak guard tempat anda kemudiannya mati... Selepas beberapa ketika, dia bangun semula, dan bertukar menjadi sama seperti orang yang datang tadi!

That was what going on in High School of the Dead... Just imagine, you woke up that morning, full of spirit to study, it was calm and peace, the sun shines brightly, welcoming your day, cool morning breeze...

In just a split second after that incident, things drastically changed... The school was in chaos, students tried to run out of the school, thinking none, but to save themselves...

One by one, got bitten and changed to that thing. It's pandemic. It spread.

Imagine... to save ones life, you need to sacrifice others. To save your life, you might... no... you even have to kill your once best friend... The one that share the joy and pain together... You will see betrayal... You will see hatred... You will see agony... And you might even see love...

Imagine... You may have survived the wave inside your school... But yet, the whole city, the whole town you passed by was nothing but a bloody destruction... Blood, houses and shops with broken doors and windows... Everything has changed...

Don't you remember how peaceful it was this morning? In just a few minutes incident, the world has changed... Everything has changed... When you should be enjoying nice hot bath, delicious meal after class... or should be watching your favorite television show... you are now running for the sake of your life...

How will you face it? How will you face the drastic change? In just one day?

p.s: I'm super psyched with this anime!! ^_^ I don't wanna mention bout something else. Enough say, there's a lesson within it...

0 Kaichou wa maid-sama! (HABEHH???!!)

Urgh damn! Seperti yang korang baca kat topik atas ni, ye ye, maid sama dah abeh episod dia. Aku rasa la sebab yang dicatat kat website tu dia tulis final.

Aku dah baca bahagian tu kat manga dia tapi tak expect cerita tu abeh camtu ja. Tak puas hati walaupun diorang akhirnya bersama. Overall, aku sgt suka episod akhir dia.

Aku rasa ada sebab kenapa diorang akhirkan cerita tu. Sebabnya aku xmo nyatakan kt sini. Nak tau tanya aku. Haha.

Pa pe pun jawapannya ada dalam manga dia, kalau korang rajin nak baca. Anyway, dah complete anime kedua full episode tapi aku tak puas hati dengan subtitle dia, bapak burok. tak kesahlah, asal buleh paham.

p.s: eh ari ni ada kelas kenegaraan, sangat tak stabil buat hari sabtu yang penuh program. -.-

0 No Title Unlimited

It's good to be home. Definitely. So I'm back at my nice comfort bed (of course without annoying people around).

Something came across my mind as I was writing messages to (someone) last night. Well there was a fight (not really a fight) but it bothers my mind till now.

I know right that I love that (someone)...

I miss that (someone)...

I want that (someone) knows that...

Gah!! What's this??

p.s: Dun mind me. Just my crazy thought.

1 Aku ada Dia...

Aku nak buat pengakuan... Walaupun sepatutnya perkara ni biar je la sepatutnya buat diam je, tapi semoga boleh jadi ingatan untuk semua.

Kadang-kadang bila kita jalani hidup ni, kita terasa sangat sukar...

Kadang-kadang terasa sakit melalui ranjau berliku...

Kadang-kadang terasa perit, dengan macam-macam perkara yang berlaku...

Kadang-kadang rasa sakit hati sebab perangai sesetengah orang...

Kadang-kadang rasa kecewa mendalam....

Dan sebagainya...

Kini bagi aku, takde lagi semua rasa tu sebab aku dah menyedari satu perkara...

Yang selama ni aku kadang-kadang terlupa...

Yang sebenarnya aku ada Dia...

Sentiasa bersama aku...

Sentiasa menyokong aku....

Sentiasa mendengar segala resah dan sakit hati aku...

Sentiasa tahu apa yang aku rasa dalam hati...

Dialah ... Allah...

Sebab tu lah, bila saat aku rasa sakit hati, perit, kecewa, benci, rasa cam nak sepak orang, rasa cam nak mengamuk dalam bilik....

Dia ciptakan rasa sabar... Supaya aku pujuk hati aku untuk merindui Dia...

Supaya aku sedar akan Dia...

Supaya aku akan duduk seketika, dan berfikir akan Dia...

Merintih padaNya...

Sebab aku tahu, Dia sayangkan aku...

p.s: Ya Rabbi... Ya Allah... Allahu Rabbi...

0 Layakkah Aku Untukmu?

Dalam diam aku sendiri, aku tertanya-tanya. Layakkah aku untukmu?

Kaupinta ku menjadi suami, yang berbakti, yang berjasa, yang kenal hati budi dan yang mengerti, yang memimpin, yang menyayangi, yang melindungi, yang sama-sama mahu mencari reda Ilahi.

Sedang aku masih di awangan, dibuai nafsu yang tak kunjung puas, dengan dunia yang semakin mencengkam, dalam nurani yang semakin jauh, yang semakin parah melupai asal usul kedudukan diriku.

Kaupintaku menjadi imam, yang mengetuai, yang memberi didikan, yang mengajarkan, yang membetulkan dan yang menegur setiap tutur silapmu.

Sedang aku masih dihurung rasa jiwa yang penuh musibah, aku masih dibelenggu dosa-dosa noda hitam yang masih belum mampu aku tinggalkan, aku masih terikut-ikut dengan kepulan asap zulumat, yang terpalit pada wajah.

Kaupintaku menjadi kekasih, yang jiwanya tulus, yang jiwanya kudus, yang hatinya luhur, yang hatinya jujur, yang kasihnya dan cintanya untuk mencari cinta Ilahi.

Sedang aku masih terumbang-ambing dalam gelora dunia tanpa kusedari kusemakin hanyut.

Aku mencari cinta, yang bisa mendidik jiwaku, yang bisa mengubah rasa pada diri dan nurani. Apakah ada ruang untukku di hatimu lagi?

Aku tidak mahu lagi meragui dirimu pada insan lain, aku tidak mahu menekanmu untuk terus-terusan menyebut kau akan memilihku berbanding insan lain, justeru izinkan aku menyatakan rasa hatiku, agar kau tidak teragak-agak lagi untuk memilihku.

Tanyalah hatimu, layakkah aku untukmu?

Jika layak aku untukmu, bantulah aku untuk membimbingmu, bantulah aku untuk menampung segala kelemahanku, bantulah aku untuk berdiri tegak menjadi imammu.

p.s: sekadar mengada-ngada nak berkarya...

0 I had my best weekend ever in UMK!

State Why?

1. The main reason, no motherf**k** come and sit in my room for a hours and eating thousands cigarettes like it is his room

2. That motherf**k** is not here with his annoying joke (thought it was funny eh?)

3. That motherf**k** not here to act like my room is his

4. For once this room felt very peaceful

5. For once, it is no longer motherf**k*ng hot (guess I know what's the reason)

6. The motherf**k**g hot season will be back but at least I had my time

7. No more to say (except a motherf**k** is always a motherf**k**)

8. Bye

p.s : Doing assignment EIA